Letter to my family

going to study at London is not a easy thing that wat i think..... i have spend u all alot of money..... i really scare i can earn back and return to yours... wat can i do now ?? haiz.... only
(see step go step) translate to Cantonese pls... haha, actually many ppl ask wat i feel, many ppl think i will very happy and excited... yes that is true but in other way i was so pressure and scare.... because i need to become very independent, and i having pressure is because of my whole family is putting hope on my study.... and i dunno can i adapt the culture and the teaching there onot.... so blur to many question is flashing out in my mind.... haiz......... anyway jz pray hard that i go do well over there....... I love u all........